Have you ever...? That phrase is way overused, but I can't think about another way to ask anyone. Have you ever felt like an empty cup of caramel frapuccino? You get anxsiously bought, then calmly sucked, but when you are out of service, out of that deliciously textured liquid, you are just another empty cup, and get thrown on a trash can? Have you ever felt how horrible it is to find out you are not supposed to be sad, or mad, but you still are? Have you ever needed a friend but you are ashamed of yourself just for being such an ignorant? Have you ever tought something would last forever? Have you ever wanted to just quit? Have you ever felt what is like to be in the middle of the street, nearly crying, but your tears are empty, your tongue is dry and you are afraid someone might see you in such a bad state? Have you ever needed to pretend everything is alright when actually that single thing you were aiming for is ruined? Have you?
Have you ever felt like minutes are hours and you just wanna trow yourself in a bed to see if it passes away...? Have you evert felt for the first time in your life that you are talking, or writing bullshit, and you feel like stopping when you know no one is actually seeing you... or listening to you? Do you annoy yourself? How hard it is to give away something you like so much, is it greedy from me? Am I selfish? Do you know what am I talking about? Do you know who you are? Do you? Honey? Are you being fair to me? Did you wanted to say goodbye? Did you know I wanted to say goodbye? If you can answer all those question, do it. And let me know the answer, just to compare them with mines.
PS. Do you like when I'm sad? Cause I don't
