BEHAVE... But I Don't Want To!

Lately I've been thinking about writing about deceptions in my life. Unfortunately I realized that if I did that, and gave the relly cute examples I thought about, I might offend the people on the examples. Then my idea fell on the floor covered with blood, and I paniqued and ghasped for air raising my hand to the sky, and I almost do the typical scene where the guy falls on his knees in front of the house and screams a deep and painful NOOOOOO, while the rain hits his face.... But then I found my air and started thinking about something different, and the only thing I could think about was how people arround us prevent us from doing whatever we want to.

Those indirect pressures goes from not letting you write a blog (my case), not wearing those comfy clothes in your closet, not saying that prase you love and always have in mind, even not eating those "discusting"thing you really like! With this last one I can REALLY identify myself since my sister saw me eating eating a sausage can and she made me kow with a lot of effort how much she disliked those sausages, or how nasty my rice and ketchup, and I know they were many more things that I don't even remember now. But those are things you just can't avoid. That my mom said my hair looked like the dry insides of a coconut when I just starightened it, is something simply un-avoidable, so whtat is left to do is be concsiouss that she says that because she don't want my to straighten it (or at least I hope so) and it's really the same as when a friend of mine wants to be sarcastic, he says that his belly-buttom went out running and laughing (which really it's a pretty shitty and lame thing to say, why don't he just says LOL? huh?) and I compulsively have to reming him how stupid that sounds!

So we have to comprehend that getting limited, or not doing as much stuff as you would do if you were not surrounded by those peeps is simply part of your life! But, what's left to do? WHATEVER YOU WANT, no matter what people says or think. Thas the most powerfull opinion is yours. BUT you have to keep in mind, that when it's about a relationship, you must think about your couple as well, because there will be no harmony and problems WILL come, I know it's bad to restrain yourself but sometimes it's a MUST, for example:
At your:
Work
School
Parent's House
Friend's House
Boyfrind's House
Girlfriend's House
Church
Universtiy
Court
Museum
Library
Hospital
Classroom
Funeral

And at the end we realize we can't do almost anything, anywhere, which is sad. But you know that in your room you can do whaterev you please, unless you have roommates, or if your mom makes you NOT live in a nest (hi mom!) But bassically, just trust there's a place you can do whatever you want (and it's not heaven), I guess that just leaves us those Rave Parties! So Let's Party People!!!!!!!!!

Stolen Ideas

It hasn't been so long since I started this blog, but I've always liked the idea of making an entry in english. I don't know what is it about english in comparison to spanish that makes a different feeling. Fisrt I thought about just copying my previous entries and just translate them (and I might still do that haha) but then I told myself: "Myself, that's like an auto-violation! You are cheating to yourself..." and Myself started to cry a lot, well maybe not, but I felt bad about it, so here I am creating my new entry, Stolen Ideas.

It happens to us all, that soemtimes we feel sooo creative, maybe in the fashion world, and we dress ourselves up, get excited, look in the mirror and then you realize that you just saw like ten guys or girls with your same outfit! Then you feel like crap and maybe pretend nobody will tell.
Maybe it is my bad memory or maybe it is the subliminal influence of those tons of images from web that I like so much and then unconciously dress up like them!

Or even worst, one of the other things I like to do is write stories, so like 5 years ago, I was really excited about all the Harry Potter stuff and found myself writing a really UNIQUE story about a guy that passed trough an invisible gate and entered to a magic world in which he had to fight with a terrorist group. He asisted to a magic school and had friends who helped him do a lot of things. I really tried to justify every comparison my friends made of my story with J.K. Rowling's but really, I couldn't!

Well here is when it gets worst! Those are Stolen Ideas, and that's illegal. To my benefit, I will never NEVER publish my stories due to the fact that they are for my entertainment and pleasure... huh? it sounds real bad... well I must say entretainment and joy! But since here are my thoughts and my ideas I guess it is not cheating to myself, it's just opening my "art" to many other readers who might identify themselves with the other entries!!!

PS my english is not perfect, neither my spanish (^.^)